go bananas

so there are no more late start for seniors ): but at least I get out at 12:30 this friday~ Whoo go block schedule 

there’s around 20 something days left and here comes graduation but I have no idea how I can even survive that. It’s hard to imagine that I’ve gone through four years of waking up everyday at 7 and sat through 6 consecutive hours of class time. man oh man

there’s stacks of homework and projects and “studying” to do. I wanted to try for a 5 but I can’t even focus my mind. it’s being pulled from all sides because there’s so much want but so little desire to get

Hmm four months of summer.

the first month will be all about going out and having fun and YOLO.

then from there, I think i’ll settle down with a job/volunteer/class at CC for three months while going on adventures every now and then and reading up on books/writing stuff

all the things I havent been able to do with a complete release of a sense of duty

I can finally detox from high school and meet up with the rest of my mind since it seems that the two are not on speaking terms right now

SO. just 20 something more days of waking up at 7am and going through hell. WHOOO~